Have been three days, he carefully arranged it all: there is no irritant smell fruity toothpaste, softness and hardness, there are patterns of green bear bed sheets, quilts, and good permeability. After light from Washington dinner that started so that he could not read any books on heart and soul waves. He will die like an excited old people, cautious, waiting in the warm night. Apart from the occasional to the balcony, Gechuang see the cat he glances outside at dusk the night this time depth, and his life like a clean sheet on the clothesline. The clock struck nine, he got into quilt wait to take as a natural sleeping position, I hope to fall asleep. TIPS cat bird did not come tonight, the timing has been handed to the early spring, everything is beautiful.
but failed: he still can not sleep.
losing patience, he thought he had a room at the half-asleep half the night, one time, he thought his dream was shattered fragments of some dream. Later, he opened his eyes very natural, found that he did not sleep, he just fell asleep in the illusion that they have spent half an hour.
Later, when he found himself again after the failure of an attempt to fall asleep, like all in the plan implementation process as calm and patient man, he was almost angry with. This is her third night out. Three nights since, he has repeated the process several times in recent times, he was paranoid, superstitious woman like a praying Buddha as nervous. Process carefully so that the final failure appear to be more angry: three nights since, as if his conscious sharp knife, and he looked for a piece of bread or a sofa cushion as Ruanmian solid sleep - but it has not come.
he should tell her this? - After she left his insomnia, he was anxious mood. It sounds like a good sad love story, dragging an endless end. For a moment, he caught his own concocted love story, this was deeply moved when, intends to pick up the phone woke her, she described it all. He then realism that part of the body attack. He threw the phone at the end of the bed, turn on the lights, consider going to the kitchen to find something to eat.
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Perhaps they simply do not between the story, is all about his fantasy. He now can not recall that they first met, she wore a gray or olive green sweater. Before that,cheap UGG boots, they can not be completed because some of the cooperation was met, the meeting, one dinner, two words only. The long winter boredom, as their language was thrown like a badminton blows, short and trance. There are some sentences, he believed, like feather fall as light and soft surface, Dangqi ripples. She judged that, according to his way of speaking, he is a veteran of soliciting girl. He used his words as a hint, in the winter will end, he recalled an old movie, then I believe that this is
let him have this idea why? Later, he recollected it, I feel, mostly because of that he sent her away again. Restaurants, chat, and slowly kill the waiter dessert order not to be expelled. He was reading, looking at her cell phone text messages. During which he left a bit, went to the counter to some drinks, hear the waiter compliments Time, she faced the mirror a few comb hair, and he held up a bag, knocked on the door to remind me to hand off. He plugged in the book, bookmarks, and my heart was thinking about Mo Kanwan scene. That pretentious Piper is there to catch up with the Spanish girl?
already warmer weather down in the gray dusk, smiling like a girl was going to suddenly think of your mistakes, and makes a dense dropped his tears. Waiting for the bus, he looked at the green walls, the children painted graffiti birds and cats slowly diluted. She was sent to Hanyu cold wind trembled. Because of the need to send her to leave, the atmosphere can not help but some are not ideal. Each other, not cooked to the point where you can speak freely, saying that step by step. He looked up and saw the courtyard next to the magnolia blossoms, to refer to her look, the car has arrived.
her close to the window glass to see the rain, and asked if he was to the rainy season. He told her that late winter cold spell, can not help but to rain. The next day as she can see the water clear, the sun as rough brick. Broadcast programs in the front seat driver. The two talk show hosts sound charming appreciation of coffee. People imagine that they live in a warm room, until the gap to be able to show a cup of hot coffee and the like. Listen to them when pulled. They were such a dialogue between the segment, she asked questions:
They can sit in a row. This hug, kiss, handle, eat together are much more convenient. >
to maintain modesty. compared to the other side was eager to pursue it. she is not married before, both men and women in the war on? >
hand, and of course at home Chikangyancai, and not out of the Well ... ... Me that they got off the ground the rain had flooded into the swamp, so they had to like frogs, he found to take shelter. Umbrella of people come and go in the side, as President of the ornaments of the ball. She never heard him sing it a song, because the cold reason, the sound was quite sad sway.
rain through the dark tunnel, just like anyone to complicated. Rain covered with vines as long-distance station of forest plants. The smell of rain afloat, the people holding tickets casual sit waiting. Everyone did not speak of the desire of the lazy, quiet waiting room as if from the mushrooms that lays the corner ... ... he bought her a cup of hot chocolate, she did not drink, just holding the cup with both hands, eyes fixed set to see rain. The following tree like ash cloud is very low. Like horses, like a constant stream of cars through.
while he and she played language games - language teacher in elementary school Car arrived, she patted his back, stood up. The scarf is good, jacket and sort out - for the cold, she dressed like a round, brown bear - her car door. She handed him a jar, and then alone on the car. Car, she waved and made a call to him to sign her.
cold afternoon rain, he along the sidewalk, while the number of scale-like green bricks, while pacing back. Different play different music shop, so he's often wandering ear three or four voices. People are walking normally locked the door, lying in the supermarket checkout clerk fell asleep. Afternoon due to rain and silence Jiequ, only to sell the old orange raincoat walking in the narrow road. There are several dogs spin around his feet.
dig the keys, he looked up at Magnolia trees and flowers. Rain washed by bright flowers exquisite, but also cut off the aroma of the rain, people think of frozen food. Into the house, he thought, should Meikan Wan's piper and read the story of the Spanish girl. Open book, he noticed two bookmarks. One is his release, while another is a picture of her, he does not see the clip in the paragraph. As for the pots that she, he opened to watch: a pupal cocoon, like a withered peanuts.
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that picture, those details, and later through the occasional phone call made him feel that she seems interested in him (of course, the pupa cocoon is a strange gift), but sometimes feel that, for her, he knew nothing about. She is a beautiful carved shadow on the letterhead, exquisite lines, ignorance is unclear. Many words floating, can not stand each other repeatedly said. Over time, he felt, in her mind, probably he was boring. The arrival of spring, dark and dull, he was a lot of pressing matters like broken, tired at the meet, so creating a vicious circle. Some nights, he felt his skin like the rain falling into the garden, like the soft mud astringent. And her contact is broken for some time. One evening, he received a phone call to her, too even a few seconds short of his skin like a needle numb the patients were the same, no feeling. Until another tenderness and she finished a few words, the senses began acuity. Then, like an orange being skinned, he felt, something repressed his feelings, was thrown off by a hand.
him to her city, of course, legitimate reasons. To call her, said it was because when the voice calm, even almost believed his own, he went to the far away, not to see her, but simply faithful to serve the country. Weekend hours of non-spring compartment empty. Combing their hair side of the tracks like a tree, filter the next piece of the sun. He said the arrival of her time and found the car missed the point. For anxiety, and even a look of his crew noisy nap a few expressions, like a lame argument was exposed by a short child.
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